Self Acceptance

I have had my moments when I feel really good about myself.  Like I am on the right track and I feel like I have hit the mark.  I have lost the weight, the clothes are a bit looser and I don’t feel self-conscious about tucking my shirt in my pants!  You know, those moments when you feel like you can actually tuck the shirt in and not feel like you are wearing a size too small!  Recently, before I lost the weight I always felt like I had to wear a jacket, sweater or vest so that I covered up what I looked like in just a  t-shirt or blouse.  You know what I mean…

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Time

Time keeps on slippin, slippin… into the future… How true that has become. When I was younger TIME moved too slowly and I was always impatient about how things weren’t happening fast enough. Now I wonder where the day has gone.

Sometimes I find my mind is focusing on constantly racing to get everything done I want to do in what seems like too short of TIME. As crazy as it sounds I feel like my TIME here is fleeting and I will never get finished with everything I want to do, want to see, want to teach. My body is on a schedule of waking up every night at about 3 to go over what is going to happen the next day. Slotting in everything into a schedule so that I will have TIME to do everything. And what happens? The day comes and happens as it is going to happen regardless of my best intentions. Life gets in the way. Continue reading